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aNDre aKa cHonG kiaT


i am wat i used to be..why she said i have changed? i really dun understand...i got no one to share with me so gotta throw all this words at u le..paiseh ah..hope no one reads this lor... she cried..i cried...wat for sia... haiz...i just wan her to study well..in the end...she say i changed...kanna her bro scold cb...wat more im worth? no more le..*slap myself* feel like no more point in this world lor.. maybe nothing have change but i change..maybe...this much thinking done...too much to stress about...everything is too much now...wan to go cycle to stress out everything but it rained... is the world trying to make fun of me? i love her so much but she cannot feel me anymore...did i changed? i dun even know myself now.. in a lost world outside trying to survive under the hot sun...cold moon...no one to talk to...no one to lie on...so much of hurt is done to both of us...cant believe im crying when i type this...where is the shoulder when i needed it most...where! anyone can feel me!!! wat i ask for is someone for me to love and she love me.. is that too much? god pls stop making fun of me le..knock some sense into me pls!!!!!

signing off AGAIN...